Suicidal Meditations is a both a Photo-based and video-based project
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Phase 1
Suicidal Meditations of My Own Death, 2003
Altered Digital Night-vision photography on Photo-paper with collected suicide-letter texts transcribed in German Sutterlin script onto handkerchiefs photos -
Phase 2
Meditations Rubbings, 2004
Building Rubbings of The Woolworth Building at New York City's 'Ground Zero' -
Phase 3
Suicidal Meditations, 2004
Video-projections of three significant buildings as ruins. The Woolworth Building (New York City), The Volks-Wagon Manufacturing Building founded by the Nazis (Wolfsburg Germany) and the Palast der Republik of the Former German Democratic Republic of East Germany (Berlin). No sound.
- Suicidal Meditations / Woolworth Building (video-loop) 2004
- VENI VIDI VIDEO II Curator Christine Young Kim, The Studio Museum of Harlem, NY USA
- I had already experienced suicide in my New York life with such friends as Performance artist Ethyl Eichelberger and architect Jimmy Dollar III. I would experience it in Europe as well where I lost my close friend and confidante Eddie de Zoete in Utrecht the Netherlands in April of 2010. An attempt towards closure proved inspirational as well- noted in my diary-blog: Dutch excursion and Suicide"